Rehashed Conversation

“Do you know how hard it is, to be surrounded by something? To hate it, detest it with every single fibre of your being but have to put up with it for the sake of someone else? 

And to see it, unfurl in front of you, a torrid path of destruction.

And yet, short of avoiding it, and hence avoiding the very people on a daily basis, and short of voicing it, you can’t do anything. 

So you start feeling left out.

And you get restless.

And if you look into the distance, it seems so rocky, and impossible.

And you have to compromise. On yourself or on the relationship. And on this, i cant compromise on myself.”